Philippians
3:10
“I want to know
Christ and experience the mighty power that raised Him from the dead. I want to
suffer with Him, sharing in His death” (NLT)
Who wants to experience the “mighty power” of Christ? If
that were asked in a church, I bet that almost everyone’s hands would be raised
in the congregation. When you think of the power of Christ, you think of His
miracles. I first think of Jesus casting out demons into swine, walking on
water, calming the wind and the waves, healing the sick and wounded, raising
Lazarus from the dead, Jesus raising from the dead and Jesus rising up into
Heaven. I want that power, but how do I get it? See Paul doesn’t just say he
desires this power, but he also desires to “suffer with Him” and share “in His
death”. We can only gain this power through death of self by crucifixion. This
is a painfully slow process that is never complete until our time on earth is
complete. But with that said, the process of death of self is the most
rewarding process; for the more you die to self, the more you are filled with
Christ and are filled with His power.
Yeah, when it is put this way it seems like a hard but
rewarding objective, yet it is easier said than done. For me personally, I
struggle with growth in Christ because I struggle with death of self. Before
this training program I refused to give certain luxuries I had, but I
eventually did and am now in Antigua, Guatemala where I have a set schedule,
have no T.V., eat chicken and rice every meal (except breakfast, which is eggs)
and I have none of my pleasures that I indulged in at home. Now being here I
have learned that with sacrifice of self there is exponential gain, but there
are still times where I grudgingly give them to God instead of wanting to do
it; for it is important for you to do an act, but for an act to be valued by
God you need to do it with the right heart). It is not easy to become willing
to die to self, but I pray for all Christians that we may get to a place in our
lives where we will yearn for death of self and through that yearning be given
life.
To gain a desire to die of self and through that gain
Christ’s power, I am going to pray for a yearning for Him to fill me.
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